Wonderful weekend!!

So it has been awhile since I have written in here.. and I apologize.. but I am still at Au Sable institute and it has pretty hard! But tomorrow is june first and with that comes only four more days! So I am excited about that! This last weekend though memorial day weekend was great! I got to go off the campus on which I have been stuck for two weeks and I went and saw my girlfriend who was staying with her mom at their cottage on Houghton Lake.. which was only about 45 minutes to an hour away from Au Sable which worked out quite nice!

Seems like I got to do a little of everything over the weekend.. Started off with getting up there making a cake which was festive and holiday appropriate.. then just kind of fellowshiped with Emily and her mom.. Then we got up and went to church.. then after that went to a local craft show.. had a fire over which we made hot dogs and smores.. but the fire was thanks to yours truly and it was a good one or at least that is what they tell me!! :) Then memorial day! Started off with a parade... then the ever so yummy french toast provided by none other than June, Em's mom.. After that we had a little bike ride.. on some sweet beach cruiser bikes.. to Emily's Uncle Don and Aunt Sandy's house where we saw her cousin Sherry who let us borrow her kayaks, so we took them out crusin the canals and floated around on Houghton lake.. great fun! Then we went out for pizza at this place, who's name I have forgotten, but it was great pizza.. I had pizza with Emily, her mom (June), her uncle Don and aunt sandy, and her uncle Chuck and Aunt Margie, and cousin Sherry... then after dinner we went over to Chuck and Margies.. where we took some dieing lilacs and a canoe.. we took the canoe to store in Emily's mom's garage.. but before storing it you of course have to use it.. so that is where Emily and I came in... So we suited up life-jacketed and paddle in hand.. and headed for the lake.. however the lake was a little choppy but never fear.. I mean who isn't up for a challenge.. so we tackled it.. and well it fought back.. but we were victorious! We got pretty wet in the process.. and almost flipped kinda.. but it was worth it... great fun.. then we headed back to the cottage to chill for a little bit only to come back out and watch the sunset like we did every night that I was there!! Sunsets were so beautiful... We had an interesting time with the pump working and being noisy just striving for attention but it only made the weekend that much more memorable... :)

The weekend was great and there is no way that these words can do it justice.. but at least you have a snap shot of what I did this weekend... It was soooo much fun! But now I am back at the school.. and needless to say I did not want to come back.. and am looking forward to it getting over with! I have enjoyed the people and the knowledge but now it is starting to drag.. but just a few more days! Well I guess I am going to go for now and hope to write again soon! I have to go study some plants.. woody plants at that! I am going to make like a tree and GO!

Mondayness...

Monday morning and no class.. that is definately the way to start out a week you know?? But the only bad thing is that my time is coming and very soon as well! I didn't sleep to well last night because I took a nap yesterday but none the less.. I still woke up about 9:30ish.. and then showered it up ate a little breakfast and then did a little emailing.. really no exciting stories to tell yet??

However last night we did try and do another campfire.. and I was down there for probably about an hour.. and well it started to rain.. so we left and then we all sat around drinking some tea and just chatting it up.. it was good stuff.. then we went to bed around 1:30ish.. that is really late for me since I have been here.. but I feel pretty good today so far.. but it is only about none.. so we will have to see what happens.. I am not ready for another intense week like last week.. but I guess I have to be don't I? Today I hope to accomplish some studying.. and hopefully still some relaxing as well.. but we will see.. I am not ready to go back to the memorizing of random plants... but only ten more class days.. so that isn't to bad huH?? well it is pretty rough when we have it everyday for like 6-8 hours.. ya long time.. but I figure.. I will make it and I will be happy I did it! I do miss the girlfriend.. but she is amazing.. and is sooo good to me.. and I appreciate her sooo much and she is extremely special to me and I hope that she knows it! I miss some of the friends as well.. and hope to get to see some of them and do some stuff this summer.. I am going to head to lunch in a few.. and then after that I have no idea... but constantly be in prayer for me and especially for this class right now.. cuz I got worn out last week and I hope this one will be better but I am skeptical.. But I am trying to be positive.. and I am definately ready for it! :)

3 days til my b-day!!

Au Sable update

Au Sable update... Well I have officially made it through one intense week of learning and memorizing close to fifty woody plant names.. and now I am enjoying the weekend, however a weekend here at Au Sable consists of Sunday and Monday! So that is actually pretty nice.. on Sunday you can just chill and enjoy the sabbath and then on Monday you can study it up for the class.. which I am sure that I will be doing.

Yesterday, on Saturday we got done with our class and fieldtrips by about 3ish and then it was back to campus... then it was really nice outside.. good and warm so then we took a wonderful 2.75 run and then we decided since it was so nice that we were going to jump in the lake.. and well the lake is freezing cold.. but we ended up still getting in and it was really shocking and took your breathe away if you will. Then we just kind of laid around on a raft in the middle of the lake and enjoyed the warm sun.. then later that day when everyone went to the new star wars movie.. a few of us had decided to do something different because we did not do the star wars thing.. so we end up just chilling.. on a raft watching the sunset and getting around a fire and listening to Nora Jones.. It was a great night.. and I got a lot of sleep last night too.. like ten and a half hours.. then I took a nap today too... it has just been good!

Treeing it up?

Au Sable... is not like a j-term at SAU.. I mean it may only be three weeks and four credits but I mean I am in class a lot.. This morning it was class at 8:30 until 11:00ish and then right after dinner we went on a field trip to identify some more woody plants.. but it hasn't been to bad so far.. but it is only the second day?? I have another ten plants to get down tonight before tomorrow.. for another quiz.. hmm oh well I am going to get them down I am determined!! :) And I can do anything that I put my mind to right? Exactly.. Today our field trip consisted of walking down the side of a road and naming and learning about several of the local woody vegetation.. It was better than sitting in a class and learning about them though? And I am curious what the plant taxonomy class would be like at good old SAU... but who knows and I know that I really don't want to find out!!

I have a big field trip tomorrow where we are going to go to the Jordan River.. and most likely look at woody plants.. oh what fun huh? Well that seems to be my life lately especially for the next three weeks.. but I mean it is pretty cool to learn all of these names though.. it is just a lot of work.. but you know I will persevere!! Because that is how I do! Off to study it up..

Pinus stobis

Ya welcome to my world... Pinus strobis.. for all of you out there who have no idea what I am talking about it would be a white pine.. I think that I have to memorize like fifty names like this and be able to identify them.. and well that is just crazy don't ya think? Oh well I am in if for the long run... Hmmm I have to write a paper tonight.. read and study for a quiz.. man this stinks.. but you know I keep telling myself only three weeks.. but I am not sure that I should be saying only you know?? I mean in a way three weeks is long?? Today we had our first day of class and took a field trip to a lake.. and that was fun and all.. but then we started trying to name the trees and well that is when it all started to get tricky??

On the up shot.. I did get to talk to my parents.. actually just my dad... and that was good.. but I also got to talk to my girlfriend!! :) So that was nice.. to hear her voice and pretty much just to talk.. I don't know it is hard to explain but it is just really nice to talk to someone that you like and cherish and to know that they like you back and want to hear about you and your day.. and well and she is my girlfriend.. so it is just awesome.. and I really didn't get to talk to the dad much but if I get a free minute either tonight or tomorrow I will give him a call back and will talk to the rest of the fam and that will be nice because I will have more people that will want to talk to me... :)

The scenery up here is beautiful.. and I guess learning about trees will be interesting.. to some extent.. but is just kind of different.. if you will.. :) But it is amazing to be able to learn more about God's creation.. and to be able to experience it.. in one of its purest forms available to me... Well I guess I am out to do the inevitable homework.. and study that awaits me.. but just think all I have to worry about is this one class.. so there are definately advantages and disadvantages.. and it basically boils down to the fact that I have to do it and ace it and I can I know that I can!! But be praying for me because well it never hurts.. :)

Fatigue

So I don't even know what to say.. so I didn't jog.. I ended up playing an intense game of ultimate frisbee.. and it was fun and lasted like over an hour... And well staying up until like after one this morning and is definately starting to hit me and inevitably slow me down.. and now it is only a little after ten and well I am tired... geez I think Emily is starting to wear off on me?? :) but it is a great thing..:) My thumb kind of hurts right now?? And I am sure you want to read about me complaining.. but you can't stop me so get over it.. :) I think that the frisbee hit my thumb and maybe broke a blood vessel or something.. but it will get better soon.. :) So be praying about that...

I got up here and there are a bunch of cool guys up here already.. In my cabin there are only four guys right now but more maybe coming but they are all real cool.. Phillip, Andrew, Darin, and well none other than me.. Andrew and Darin drove for like fourteen hours or something ridiculous like that.. and I thought I had it bad bad with four hours.. and then Phillip well he goes to Bethel College and lives like a half an hour or so from Bethel so his drive was about the same as mine.. I really don't know anymore of the people at this point.. but I did get to hear and learn quite a few names through playing some frisbee.. Just my guys right now?? No girls.. at this point But I am sure that is okay though right?? And what is even sweeter is that two out of the three guys in my cabin thingy are in the same class as me.. perfect huh?

I figure that I would blog again today because after classes start tomorrow I have no idea what my life looks like.. My eyelids are slowly becoming heavier and heavier.. I see a shower in my near future along with a large green and plum sleeping bag.. and besides I do have to get up at some outrageous time like seven or something.. geez that is going to be early.. at least for me.. This whole nature thing takes it out of ya!

And just so you all know I did eat the dinner tonight.. but it was spagetti and garlic bread and needless to say pasta and bread.. it was great!! So far so good.. Bring it on!!!

First day at Camp

Good old Au Sable... Hmmm so with a long night.. an early morning.. and a four hour drive or so I am here to once again do the school thing?? It is kind of crazy for me to think that I have school for three weeks... and well not sure how I feel about that.. So on my four hour excursion northbound michigan I got lost and drove too far.. but good old Muriel was there to save the day and point me in the right direction... It was nice to finally meet her after I had talk to her like four times already! :) Isn't it crazy how even when you are far away from your home it really never hits that you are so far away? Ya and now my girl is far away.. and I am isolated in God's beautiful creation.. And I have a feeling I will be learning a lot more about God's creation in the next couple of days... more specifically the "wood plants"

So I am up here and really didn't get much of a break between school and school?? but you know what I am going to do and do it strong.. But I do miss the girl.. but it is just three weeks?? Even though it is only three weeks in some ways it feels like three weeks is kind of a long time but kind of not? Does that make any sense... ? Well I guess I am off to my living quarters to maybe run or play ultimate frisbee or something.. I am out..

Family Fun

Home sweet home.. there honestly is no place like home.. It is nice to be home and see the family a little.. even if it is brief.. home only a few days before I turn around and leave again for once again more school.. Oh well what can you do? See all of the family.. brothers.. sister.. Oh yeah haven't gotten to see her yet even though I have been home almost 24 hours now!! Geez guess she is crazy busy.. or is really trying to avoid me.. nah!! I know that she has missed me and will be super excited to see me in church tomorrow! Going to my other church.. It will be different.. it won't be the usual of sitting next to my girl.. but it will be good I hope this week?? Being at home and seeing the family is great.. but the time that I get to think about her... only makes me smile.. She is miraculous.. and she knows it!! :)

Nothing like a little cleaning... some pizza and a movie with the fam huh? That is what I say? So I like two weeks I will be 21! And well with that my license expires.. kinda crazy huH? I mean it seems like forever since I have had to worry about my driver's licenses.. wierd and now to think that I have to go and get it renewed and all that stuff??? hmmm... I got done with the movie along with everything else I was doing about midnight.. and well seriously considered going to bed?? And that would have been early for me.. so not knowing what else to do... I blogged.. and for what reason?? Umm not completely sure.. maybe just to write.. or just the not so secret communication it provides.. or just the ever-so-relieving feeling that it gives.. or maybe because it is what I do? Creature of habit? Or just a fun past time...

I do feel somewhat scrubish today? I have just been cleaning today.. laying around.. not really doing to much what so ever.. and well really didn't take a shower today? Not really sure as to why I would admit something like that.. but I will have you know that it is a rare occurance that I do not take a shower!!! And besides I am at home.. and who am I trying to impress?? I am miles away from my girlfriend and well quite frankly... everyone needs or requires such days in which they are just bums... and don't really worry about anything.. they wake up don't brush their hair instead they but on a hat to cover up their greasy hair.. they wear the same t-shirt todays in a row.. and no one notices.. accidently forgets to but on deodorant.. only to discover their true sweet scent! Just one of those days?? Gotta have them huh? That is what I think.. Well I am off to get some sleep.. But scrubby and smelly cuz everyone is they just disguise it well!! :)

Last Hurrah

Tomorrow or today however you want to look at it is the my last kaboom.. My grand finale.. It will be over tomorrow... only a few short hours away.. It is do or die for my Human Development class.. and I have studied a lot, with a great distraction to take my mind of it for a little while.. you know it is good for ya.. But it is going to be an early morning so that I can hit the books hard one more time.. One final date with Edna... I am going to try and let her down nicely!? It is sad because my room is slowly morphing into nothingness.. and I will only continue to contribute to that tomorrow.. but you know what? It must be done.. Well in order to fulfill my Hurrah the best I possibly can.. I think it requires some rest so that is where I am off to as we speak.. Nighty night and keep my in your prayers for the final tests, projects and days here at SAU!

Wonderland

So have you ever had your stomach ever just hurt or feel wierd?? And then you can't really figure out whether it is because of the month old soy milk or just because.. :) I also got back to campus to find that because of all of the students having their cars on campus moving stuff home and such.. I did not have a spot in my lot.. not cool.. But you know what it was definately worth it to walk across campus to see my girl... :) So I am not complaining.. Well the week is beginning to wind down and well so far so great... I mean I have had a lot of the weight on my shoulders removed.. which is a blessing. Tomorrow is Wednesday.. and well one day cloaser to my busy exam day!! And I am not quite sure how I feel about that! But Wednesday is near and over the hump day is even closer.. So I am off to sleep and what follows..

Say whAt?

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Can't believe that we are down to our last week here at good old SAU.. Can't believe that it is exam week.. finals or for me final sneaking up on me.. and I just have soo much stuff to figure out yet.. but you know what?? It is okay.. think... :) Oh well.. Say what?? My girlfriend is the bestest.. and well lets just say sitting (crampedly) in a convertible and crusing down the road was pretty sweet.. So I guess it all comes down to this week.. I cannot believe that in fifteen more days it will be my birthday and I will be twenty-one.. kind of crazy huh?? Birthdays are a funny thing and they kind of come up fast.. Seems like everything is happening so fast.. however things will be fine in a couple of more weeks when everything settles down. But you know what I do enjoy.. seeing and being with my girl.. she makes me smile.. and is just wonderful...

I ran today and I was soo tired.. and thought that I was going to die... man I am out of shape or something.. but I still pulled my four miles off.. :) Chapel over?? Classes over?? just gotsta get the exam and project done and I will be set.. Almost a senior in my college career.. that is nuts if you ask me! Why am I still writing at almost one in the morning.. well because I have got to make an entry right?? :) Well I am proud to say that I only saw Edna for a little over an hour today?? We are definately going to go through a seperation here really soon... I think it will be good for us?

Speaking of seperation.. this summer will be an adjustment.. but I am sure however the summer pans out it will be fine.. and I will make it through and over an obstacle that comes my way.. and I plan to only grow closer to my girl.. and we will do super I am sure.. because she is good like that! And special to me..

And by the way don't I look hot in pink??

TIdbit

Have you ever noticed that when you are in a good mood.. or a thinking mood.. you are in no hurry to get anywhere?? You find yourself taking your time... Find yourself driving under the speed limit.. just enjoying life and the moment...

This was what seems to be my last weekend of the year here at SAU.. and well it is kinda sad... but exciting too... I mean I am ready to get done with school and all the work that it has provided.. but in a sense there are soo many aspects of school that I do like!! a lot.... I don't even know what to write... The end is nearing and I have nothing to say about that... It adds strain and frustration on my life.. but you konw what?? I mean I am just going to enjoy it and my girl.. !

Cool upward draft?

Why do so many things wierd things feel good? You know?? Like rubbing your eyes.. I mean I could do that probably like fifteen minutes.. kind like an eye massage huh? Or what about scratching your head... exfoliating your skin.. holding someone's hand.. massages in general... strtching... yawning.. sneezing.. sleeping.. hmm it is a mystery to me but I am glad an like them anyway! Do you think part of the reason that we like such things is because that we don't totally understand them? I think that could be part of it... because I think that some of the attractiveness of things is not knowing sometimes...

The summer is sneaking up on me way to quick.... and well need I say more?? lol... Today consisted of wrapping up quite a few things... like Physics.. Work... ummm.. I don't know what else or at least I can't really think of anything else more right now and I am not sure whether that is from me being tired or just truly can't think of anymore?

Brr... I think we got a little carried away.. cuz I mean it was nice outside and all but we have had our window all day and well frankly it is getting a little cool up in here.. I am catching a draft... But yet of course I won't close it because I am to lazy to get up off my bottom and close it and well frankly I really want to go to bed soon!! :) And tomorrow is friday.. how perfect... Perfect seems to be my new word and well I am not sure where I picked it up from??? Unusual huh?

I did recieve a nice little break tonight.. after working awhile on my stats project I go to see my girlfriend and she ended up feeding my and giving me a little back rub action.. isn't see just too good to me... :) Well I like the attention and you aren't going to hear me complain?? Even though sometimes it may be hard to keep her attention.. but I really like her a lot.. even if and when she is grumpy...

Lumps.. Bumps and Knots

Isn't it insane how what we do can affect our bodies.. cause lumps, bumps and knots?? Right now I have frustration lumps, stressful bumps, and all kinds of knots.. Because of my studying and stressing out about my final exam for physics has caused my body to become sore and have had tissue form into knots in my back.. That is crazy to me that just what I have done tonight has caused my body sooo much stress and hurt... Well I figured out that I really only need to get like fifty or so points on this test to get an A- in the class.. so that makes me feel better to some extent.. but what human being doesn't want to do well or even its best you know?? But all I know is that I have done my best and study my bottom off... so sleep is next.. and get up and get her done.. Now I just sit here and look into my pictures in my sweet picture frame and remember the big picture.. and my life in the grand scheme of things.. and remember my "girl" and that can only make me smile... Bring on the Physics Test cuz after that.. I am done for physics... all thirty two weeks of it... OH yes!! I canNOT wait!! Sleep is approaching quickly and I cannot wait for some good sleep... because good sleep can make anything better right?? I am just extremely tired both mentally and physically.. so my body is craving sleep.. So be praying for me and physics final exam tomorrow at 9:30ish!! Bring on the Thursday.. cuz that means one step closer to FRIDAY!! Sweet action!! Well I am off to get some needed sleep.. If you are super tired don't you dream more?? Well I hope I get some incredible dreams cuz that would just be fun.. Well me and my knots, and lumpy and mentally tired body is going to hit the sack...

Sleepy Twitch

Today was just a day that was fine.. but it just seemed to be one of those days that I was tired.. and just kinda going through as a tired person you know?? And have had just a lot on my mind.. And when I get things on my mind it really does affect me and take a lot out of me.. I mean I tried to lay down early to you know catch a little quick nap.. and definately could not get to sleep cuz I had so much on my mind.. at least if I did go to sleep I don't remember it... lol that is probably typical huh? Well I was in the library for quite some time tonight but it was okay! I mean I got stuff accomplished and got a little socializing done.. and then got back here by about ten after midnight.. just in time to write a little and then head to bed... sorry really nothing to exciting to report here.. I mean I got to talk to the "girl" for a little while tonight and that was nice.. as always... Well I am getting tired.. so I guess I will sign off this and take that step that much closer to bed! :) Don't you hate those uncontrollable twitches that distract you from everything? Maybe it is caused by sleep and is telling me I should go to bed.. :)

Up close with me, my heart and mind?

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Isn't it wonderful and amazing how God brings just the right person into your life at just the right moment.. so that she can become that "special someone" and more... I mean God does things that we don't understand.. you may meet and learn about each other ever so gradually or maybe it is more of a sudden thing?? But then God just blows your mind even more when you think about it because then you realize that you could have missed this amazing and undescrible person if one little thing was altered in your life?? And then from there on out... you thank God everyday for the way he has blessed your life beyond your imagination....

Isn't a relationship, companionship, dating, courtship, and marriage.. all so confusing and complicated yet relatively simple?? Explaining such things are difficult.. but when you find that relationship that companionship... it is such a marvelous thing.. Someone you share countless memories... trials.. conversations.. and experiences.. For that 'friend' you will go out of your way just to make her smile.. or walk the long way to see her... Aren't you glad that God knew us before we were even born.. God knew us as we were a developing fetus..growing.. kicking.. God still knows us and knows our future.. God knows the number of hairs on our head.. and he knows the plans he has for us in the future.. Isn't that awesome... and who better than God all-knowing to find that "special someone" for us.. that particular one that will compliment us perfectly.. equipped to help and enhance our life goals.. to meet and exceed our expectations.. to astound us everytime we think about them.. To amaze us every time we blankly stare into their deep green eyes only trying to catch a small glimpse of what might be going on in that wonderfully sculpted and down right attractive head of theirs.. To have that person that you are comfortable around... someone that you could talk and talk with.. but even if you aren't talking you can just sit with in silence and that be okay.. Someone you can pray with.. study the Bible with.. someone to wink at... someone who give you goosebumps at the touch of their finger or the brush of their skin... Someone who makes your arm shake from the words that have hopelessly strung together to represent the true emotion of their heart and mind... :) Someone who never gets tired of hearing you ask what?? or what are you thinking?? A girl to like you for you and all of your wierd quarks and such? Someone to get your picture taken with.. to talk to.. and to have them listen and truly and honestly care!! I could continue on and on.. but I suppose I should move on for the moment...

Why is it that spring brings relationships... couples.. engagements.. and so forth? Do you think God planned it like that?? Gave us humans a mating season just like all of the other animals that he created on the Earth?? Makes you wonder huh?

So as you can see this photo is yet another of my sweet and mind-boggling girl!! And she is a subject of her own.. so I probably shouldn't start on her for now.. and besides I have heard that is better to tell in person!! But I just wanted you to know that I cared and I love showing her off ever opportunity I get.. so I hope she doesn't mind!!

Even when the hectic gets coming with her in my life so does the encouragement and the smiles.. She is an enormus blessing in my life.. and I cherish her... Well I suppose that I have done enough for now.. I hope you enjoy.. and I am off to continue with my day... oh what fun.. LIFE IS GOOD... so THANK GOD!

Edna overload..

Today... geez.. talk about busy.. I wasjust worn out.. I mean before even going to work.. I layed down to think and pray and it ended up being a nap.. and luckily God woke me up before my time to go to work.. which was sweet... and needed a little rejeuvenation.. hmmm and now I am tired.. I really am considering going to bed right now.. I just want to dream about good stuff.. and about the wonderful person in my life.. just sleep sounds so good to me.. and so sorry I am not writing anything right now but blame it on Edna she took it all out of me tonight... argh...?? Night night out with the lights?? April snow showers... brings no may flowers??

Ideal Interview

So have you ever had to do an interview.. and it just makes you so nervous and anxious.. I mean you wake up early cuz you are thinking about it... you take a long time to get all dressed up.. you get there early only to sit there and think about the interview even more.. kinda like when you have to go to the doctor's office to get a shot.. and you are just sitting in the waiting room just thinking about how much the shot is going to hurt.. it only makes it worse.. you get yourself all worked up.. well today.. I had an interview.. and I got nervous as usual.. but then I conquered my fears.. and just did it.. but when I got down there it was like one of the most informal interviews ever.. so I did my thing.. and by the time my pits started to sweat the interview was over?? Pretty sweet deal huh? At least I hope so.. I am not sure having a short interview is a good or bad thing.. but either way it is over now and I really can't do anything about it.. But it does help that I worked in the office all year... Hmm.. well what a day it has already been.. So my interview went smoothly and quickly.. and now the day must proceed onward.. and I am sure it will be a busy one.. but I mean I have to kind of expect it.. and bring on the tension.. that is what I say. Well I guess that I am going to just chill a few minutes before I go to chapel and have to hit the pavement.. So have a good day and just remember.. when the going gets tough.. the tough gets going??? I don't even know what that means...

No gas, ring, shirt.. but Yes on Watch, happiness, and a GIRL

Well have you ever forgotten things?? I know I do it all the time.. but when you actually forget them.. sometimes they aren't a big deal. So I got back to my room momentarily ago.. and it seems that my watch that I had frantically been searching for.. definately in its little holster right here on my desk.. lol.. Sorry the for the blame I might have inferred.. Why do we forget things? Is it because we really just slip our mind or our we subconciously leaving things to ensure seeing that "someone" again? Sweatshirt.. ring... watch?? I mean don't usually think of myself as a forgetful person?? Maybe girls make you that way?? You know you are all loopy and stuff that you just totally throw your "game" off.. and you do things out of the norm... well if that is the case than I don't want the norm anymore!!

This weekend was amazing just as always... Today I was pushing my van to the limit on gas.. have you ever done that?? Does it bother you when your gas gets low in your car or can you just drive and drive and have no worries... Because when my vehicle gets under like a quarter of a tank it drives me crazy almost to the point where I worry and think about it.. until I fill it up... But of course I am sure taht it doesn't help when I drive around back and forth.. with a trip to Polly's in there..

This weekend only help to confim what I already know.. feelings... thoughts... people... isn't so amazing how we are all just like one big puzzle being put together ever so slowly and gently by an all knowing and intelligent being.. When things are great they are great huh?? That is what I have found?? pretty sweet how that works... When I step back and look at my life at this point I can do nothing but smile no matter how much stress and strain I am going through.. and of course I do have people and inparticularly one person to thank for that right now... so Thsnks! Well in between watching a moive.. going to a Bilbe study... and just growing a relationship.. this weekend just flew by just like they always seem to.. but what can I do but enjoy them and my girl! Gotta enjoy your life and let God guide cuz he know what's up?? and I am glad he does... so pray to him.. cuzhe is awesome and all understanding.. and not to mention an incredible blesser.. I mean he always has given me things that I would have never expected and could be no more perfect.. :)