Jesus Blingage

Jesus Blingage
Originally uploaded by Jamo267.

For those of you avid blog readers... I did successfully drink my 80 ounces of water yesterday... and that was quite a bit of water to drink if you know what I am saying.. I was also reading this morning on my favorite website.. and I found the ultimate Jesus blingage... and you guys just have to see it.. Let me know what you think...

Now in all seriousness.. I am heading off home today for my grandpa's funeral and visitation.. and I want to just ask for prayers and support.. and I know that I am already getting it and I appreciate it.. and I know that Jesus.. will get me through.. Well Bling Blinging or not.. I know Jesus is the same.. and whether I need this one inch long silver reminder of Him.. I don't know.. but I do know that he is where it matters.. and that is in my heart.. as a beautiful person once put it.. "we are simply cases for our souls.. isn't that crazy to think about??" And I know that my g-pa's soul is chilling in a much better place and is living it up.. because these human and mortal bodies.. in a way are holding back our soul.. and I wish I could see or even imagine what my grandpa is experiencing or is soon to experience.. Love ya God.. and talk to you soon..

warm tinglyness..

So it got up to 74 degrees today!!!! Amazing.. While I was riding to physics.. I got into a warm car.. and was sitting in the back seat where I laid my head back on the headrest and I closed my eyes.. and I remembered and invisioned me laying on the beach in the summer.. taking a little nap.. soaking up the sun.. and man did I like that.. I could have stayed there all day.. Sun makes the day soo much better.. have you noticed that.. you could have a ton of things needing to be taken care of but if it is warm out.. then all those other things seem to lose some of there heaviness..

I woke up early this morning and went running before chapel.. and that was really hard to do.. but very rewarding in the end.. I mean I was awake after running.. and had all of my endorphines pumping.. I was like Yah!! I was ready to get this day started.. Day was great until physics lab.. man that class is just stressful.. and frustrating.. and an instant headache.. but it is over.. thank goodness... I do have to work tonight in about twenty minutes.. so that will be interesting.. but I was also suppose to have guitar lessons right now... but because of the recent death in my family.. and the lack of my practice because of that.. we decided to just not have the lesson because I would need to work on the same stuff and all.. you know?? So I mean that was nice of him.. and gave me an excused absence..

What else.. hmm.. I worked today after chapel.. and I had the privledge of giving a tour.. and in the beautiful weather I didn't mind.. and my tour was great and laid back.. and just overall good.. Try to call this one girl.. but she wasn't having it and just sent me straight to her voicemail.. ;) But what can you do?? This day is really jam packed.. and after work at nine.. I have to go and do my statistic homework.. and I better be out of there by eleven?? Geez.. I was in bed last night by the time I want to be out of the library tonight.. what is wrong with that?? My life is crazy... but it is my life.. and I have been enjoying it.

Have you ever tried to drink half of your body weight in ounces of water.. yeah well I adventured to try and be successful in doing so today... and well last time I tried I had to pee really bad.. and well frankly if you want to know more ask later.. cuz that is not the point right now.. but I decided to try again and by 1:30 I had already drank 60 ounces.. and now it is almost six o'clock and well needless to say.. I have still not cracked the seal on the last twenty ounces yet... because all of the running to the bathroom to tinkle has keep me busy enough.. but I am determined to drink the need twenty ounces before this day comes to a close.. I might regret it I am not sure.. guess I will have to tell you in a later blog.. after it is done.. so look forward to that.. to be continued......

tree sittin

tree sittin
Originally uploaded by Jamo267.

Need I say more!!! :)

Daffodils + Sun = Spring

Today started off abrupt and kinda rough.. I had to go to physics.. which I didn't want to be there.. then I came back and was just chillin in my room cuz I had a little time to just be.. before my two o'clock Human Development lab. And as I was just in my room... I had a wonderful surprise.. I got twenty daffodils... and got to just sit in the sun.. and soak it up holding springy flowers and talking to a beautiful woman... man did I feel lucky and special... My daffodils are great.. and smell good too!!! Shortly after this it was off to go to my lab.. and upon arrival I find out that no lab today.. instead he desides to lecture for an hour and a half... redic.... ulous... I made it through that.. had a little chat with good old Dr. B.... and then back to the room only to take a three and a half minute shower.. and go to the baseball game with amazing company to see the Arbor hit a homer to win in the bottom of the 7th when all was tied up... Dinner.. a little homework.. and it brings me to the present...

Homework really stinks.. especially when you have other things on your mind and cannot focus.. you know what I mean? I am one of those moods where I just want to lay and stare into nothingness with the occasional thought.. How can it not be a good day when you get Daffodils though? Spring is coming.. and around campus you can tell.. I mean you see people.. it is pretty sweet...

I really don't know what to talk about... isn't that wierd?? I usually have something... Let me think.. sorry I got nothing.. guess maybe I will have to try later.. lol..

death

sorry.. kind of a depressing topic I know.. but yet appropriate for my situation.. my grandpa died at 12:53 this morning.. but what are you honestly suppose to think or to do.. am I suppose to act like nothing is happening.. or skip my class.. I mean my grandpa is gone.. and yes to a better place I know.. but it just doesn't seem fair.. for his lungs to fill with fluid.. and his heart to slow to a stop... for him to be fighting for breathe the last few days.. for my grandpa to be gone.. I know that death is nothing but seperation.. but the seperation kinda stinks.. Death has such negative conotations.. why? My g-pa is going to go and be with our God.. our Lord and Savior for never ending worship and praise.. to be healed from all of his sickness here on Earth.. For his hearing to be perfect.. his lungs holding more air and oxygen than ever before.. no coughing.. no false teeth.. Perfect.. he do all of those things in which he could not do recently.. mow his lawn.. run.. and not be tired.. I know that is where he is going.. and I know it may sound selfish but I wanted him here.. to see me grow up some more.. be at my wedding.. see my kids.. see me graduate.. see me be extremely happy.. I know that he not here physically but he will always be with me... and I know that I will take him on through all of these experiences with me... And I know he will look in on me and smile.. his wonderful smile and can hear the resounding "Janus or Jimmy" and can still see his legs hanging over the edge of the bed as he naps... and can still see him.. chewing without his teeth in.. feel his firm grasp on my thigh as he continuously slaps it.. See him counting his money which seemed to make him only that much more happy.. Can see him in his old man figure.. yet and surprisingly strong.. just sitting in a big comfy chair staring out the window thinking what only he knew.. and I can remember the stories of him cranking is car.. or him complaining about my rat tail and inevitably was the reason why I got rid of it.. I remember going to Ponderosa with him and watching him consume mounds of chicken, bread, and ice cream... can still see him sitting on the porch looking on us in approval as we cut his lawn.. can see him still getting out our bikes from the shed... I love his big glasses... his winter hat.. his gold watch.. his wonderful smile.. and his unmistakeable mumbles of words to God... whether through song or praise.. My grandpa was amazing and I could go on and on about the memories he left me with here on Earth.. His life may have ended here.. but he has only gotten better for it.. Yeah death does stink.. and all of the bad conotations apply.. but you know what.. I know my g-pa.. saw me.. remembers me.. and loves me.. and he will be greatly and immeasureably missed.. but life ends.. and it really does end in a not so pretty way sometimes.. but knowing that my g-pa believed in God takes some of the sting out.. I miss him already.. Skinny pa.. I love you.. and tell everyone I said hi.. and I will see you soon.. Take an extra long nap for me.. and thanks for the countless happy meals.. and amazing shakes...

Jamos Beach Leap

Jamos Beach Leap
Originally uploaded by Jamo267.

You ever had things that you had to overcome... well I think that I should tackle them head on and overcome my obstacles.. Just it and know that you can do it.. I mean I did.. and look at me.. :) I got mad hops.. what can I say...

skinny pa

Have you ever exercised or worked out... and then gone to eat? Isn't it amazing how food taste so much better after you do that?? Well it does to me.. I went for a nice little four mile jog today and went to eat when I got back.. and it tasted magnificent.. Today is a wonderful day it is sixty degrees out.. and I had a marvelous weekend with a beautiful woman that continues to amaze me and make me smile constantly.... and I love every moment of it.. but I really think that it is tied to my "lucky pig."

Update on the G-pa! My grandfather while I was home was not doing so well at all.. I mean he was doing better and is in a hospital in which not much is being done to him.. I mean he has a feeding tube.. and they are giving him some meds.. but for the most part the state that he is in.. is how is? If that makes any sense to you.. It is soo hard for me to see my grandfather in this condition because that is not who he is.. My g-pa is and always has been an amazing and wonderful grandfather who cared a lot for me.. and is smile is never fading from my mind... But ever since he has been in the hospital.. he hasn't really spoke to my knowledge.. and just hasn't really seemed to alert as to what is going on... I really do believe that he can hear what we are saying but fromt he outward looking in he just doesn't seem like him.. almost like a shell of the man that he truly is.. I know that the transition from this world to the next will be such an amazing and wonderful thing and I know where he is going.. but I don't want him to go.. and I know that sounds unbelievably selfish.. but he is my g-pa.. and I will him miss him more than anyone will know... He has had his eyes open here and there.. but that is just it I mean they have been open but not really focusing on anything.. just open.. but I got to see his huge blue eyes.. and looking deep into them I can see my g-pa and the many memories that will never be soon forgotten... they are such great memories.. and he is 78... and has lived through so many things.. You are the greatest G-pa ever... If you have a sec.. pray for my g-pa.. Eugene Miller.. his lungs began to fill with fluid.. and they gave him meds and they seem to help some.. but I don't want my G-pa to suffer.. Just shoot a prayer up for him and for God's will to be done in the situation and that he will be with me and all of my other family.. My g-pa will always be near to my heart..

pseudo-understanding?

Have you ever been in such a mood to just sit and be by yourself?? Not a depressing mood but just a wierd mood? Well that is kinda how I feel at this point.. I really don't want to go to human development lab?? don't want to do physics homework.. don't want to do anything but lay on my couch and be... it seems that sometimes the only things that are for certain in are life are the now.. Of course you never know what the future may hold but right now I want the future to include me on the couch just being in the next five minutes.. but of course that probably won't happen... I think this undisclosed mood of me spuratically smiling and frowning may be influenced by my tiredness?? but I don't know.. I just feel like sitting and enjoying and noticing the simple things in life that we are suppose to be thankful for but so easily skip over and take for granted..

Lke watching my chest go up and down.. when I exhale and inhale.. supplying me with the ever neccessity my amigo and friend Oxygen.. looking and realizing I am alive for another beautiful sunny day in God's holy and wonderfully complex world. Sunshine on your skin giving you goosebumps and making your hair rise... being able to be Jamos.. being a unique and individual person who is and always will be Jamos.. having God and the amazing things that he provides and blesses in my life... having the luxury and priviledge to go to school to expand my limited knowledge.. look and notice the underlying and intricate veins in my arms, hand and body which keep me alive.. and not all certain about how these things work but knowing that they do makes God that much cooler and more intelligent.. as well as shows my limits and ignorance...

I theoretically spend 2 hours outside of class for every hour in.. studying Physics.. Human Development.... Statistics.. but when do I get the hours devoted to thinking... or talking.. socializing.. praying... being myself.. and finding my friends.. when can I schedule those classes.. give me some of those credits.. I mean I would be okay with auditing them.. I know that my education is focused but what about the simple things in life.. we are never really taught.. just kind of assumed that we will learn and find out the hard way if we have learned them wrong... I guess in a way though that is what makes everyone of us unique.. and our own person.. but still wouldn't mind get a credit to hang out with someone.. or nap hour.. you know??

Life a lot of times.. can be so confusing.. and just jumbled you know?? I am glad I am not the one who has to know everything and have it figured out... Even though it is scary, confusing, and not always fun.. knowing what is going on.. or what is going to happen.. it is life.. Whether taking things slow... or having to study and not think about anything but academics... or just being on your couch... it is life.. and maybe my next lifelette will be different.. but I know that I can't wait to find out.. I know God has such perfect things and people waiting for me.. and he knows perfectly what I need and exactly when I need them... and that is pretty freaking sweet... so I say take life in your own time with a big smile showing all of your pearly whites.. because you might as well show them while you got them.. I mean you might not always have all your own teeth.. and besides they are God's creation too.. so be proud and smile LOUD!!

the copper top

So have you ever had one of those days where you can do nothing but fall out of bed to get up in the morning.. and you get up and you are rushed cuz you didn't want to get out of bed?? Yepper that was me this morning.. and then you get into a car and are just riding (not driving) and you think you are so clever cuz it is super bright outside and you decide to close your eyes reather than squint your eyes.. cuz I mean who just carries their sunglasses around in their bookbag?? What is even better is the fact that in our minds or at least mine.. in some wierd and complex way you think by not squint you are saving energy and will not be as tired later... So no squinting equals longer you are able to stay awake.. I am not exactly sure about how the whole ratio think works but I think it has got to be close to for ever one minute that you don't squint = one more minute that you have added onto your night?? what do you think? The only down fall to this technique is the fact that everyone else in the car thinks that you are either really tired.. or sleeping... when actuality you are just trying to save energy.. being more efficient if you will.. Kinda like turning the light of when you don't need it.. or turning off your calculator when not using it.. right?? So in esscence I am just trying to stretch out my battery life for the day before I have to recharge!

lifelettes

Have you ever thought about everyday as an individual life?? Or I mean.. I guess I really don't know what I mean.. but sometimes don't you feel as if each day is independent of the other.... I mean you wake up able to accomplish and with so many opportunities.. you can choose your own path independently of yesterday for the most part.. a new day.. a new life.. Is it a marvelous thing that we go to bed and wake up the next day.. another day lost in time.. another twenty four hours at our dispose for us to create or destroy.. to pollute or preseve.. to think or be a bum.. to invent or learn... Customize your day and your lifelette... make it your own...

On a side mark for you vitiamin ingesters out there?? How can you consume more than a hundred percent of your daily value in a little pill?? I mean 833% of your Vitamin C? I mean I find that hard to even comprehend?? Does that mean I should only take a vitamin ever eight days or so?? I think that these percentages really don't mean all that much I think that they are just some "oh geez" numbers to get consumers to see that this vitamin is going to be o so much better because it is giving me 800% of what I need.. and more is better so this have got to be good!! It is all about what it presents to the customer.. How many other things do you think are distorted and fixed to show only and exactly what the producer wants to show?? I am sure a lot more than we know or really even want to know?? Now that I have that off me mind.. I sleep like a baby after a good bottle and burp?? So rock a by baby in the tree top... what is up with that?? Not very soothing if you ask me.. well I am off to my tree top to catch some z's!!

nibblets

Back... so what is better than a very, very strawberry shake at eleven o'clock.. I feel like the only way that it could have been better was if we could have a warm milk shake, right?? No there is a concept huh? Why is that you are in a better mood when you are around other people that are in a good mood?? So I went bowling this weekend some.. which raises another question do you think that blind people bowl? I don't really know where that came from or why.. and no offense to those of you blind people out there just curious...

So come back to me at Steak and Shake where we got a shake but no steak.. instead we substitued in some fries.. and have you ever had fries there they are sooo small and thin.. well I was eating them and it was like taking me forever.. and then I got down to the "bottom" of them and had all of these even smaller fries, nibblets if you will... and I didn't want to take the time to eat of them.. I think that it is a ploy in which to make me not eat them even though I paid for them.. you know.. make them so small and then that I pay for so many fries but I don't eat them.. either way I am sure that they are tricking me?? Besides they are all ready getting state tax from me on my food..

So my g-pa is in the hospital and well when I was there seeing him he wasn't doing so well... but what I have heard lately is that he is doing a lot better and is actually talking and responding, asking for water.. talking.. and is not so sedated.. which is AWESOME... why if you are to see some in a certain state then it makes you think differently of someeone... Cuz when I go to see my g-pa he is there with all of these wires and iv's and stuff... and just makes me so sad.. and that is not my g-pa... I mean I know my g-pa as this loving grandparent who loved to babysit me.. pull me around in my wagon.. take me to McDonalds... Make me shakes.. Take naps with his legs hanging of the bed.. Loves to count his money.. pop your bubbles and your nose when you blow a bubble... picking the few blades of grass that you missed when mowing his lawn.. slapping your knee... eating without his teeth... this is my g-pa and there is sooo much more.. My g-pa is an awesome, stubborn, old christian man... and I know that he is not going to give up... and I know that everything he is and has been will be continued and he will live on through me.. and I will never forget the countless happy meals he bought me... and all of the other memories as well.. My g-pa means the world to me and has impacted my life in ways he will never know.. Thanks g-pa!! Oh ya and thanks for helping me get rid of my rat tail.. g-pa!! :)

So tomorrow is back to the full routine... man isn't that going to be weird?? I haven't had my normal schedule in a little over two weeks and I am not sure I can handle it... but doesn't look like I have much of a choice.. oh well life goes on and I like it and all the nibblets that it brings... Even though my spring breaks this year haven't been very spring breakish... it is okay and everything will work out!! Well I am getting that think where one of your eye starts to go blurry and you don't know what to do so you blink but that doesn't work so you do it again... and you think that something is wrong with your eye when actuality you are just tired.. So I just took the wordy way of saying that I am tired and am going to sleep... Peace out yo!!!

insomnia

Have you ever tried to sleep in but you get to the point where the sun is shining in and your room is so bright.. and all you can think about is getting up yet all you want to do is sleep.... ? Well that is what happened to me this morning but it is okay cuz I still got to sleep in some.. like ten o'clock.. :) So I crawled out my sleeping bag.. which is tested up to negative 15 degrees.. so I stayed nice and toasty last night.. took out the retainers and munched on a pouch of fruit snakes that were in the shape of sharks...

When you wake up I think that you go into this comatose zombielike phase in which you are up but you really don't know what is going on or specifically what you are doing?? Sometimes this last for varying degrees and usually a good way to get out of this phase is to simply take a shower and truly wake up.. som choose to drink coffee but I find this method to be somewhat unattractive to me cuz I don't like the taste.. When you wake up and are in this state is kinda like swimming after you ate? How long should you wait before you do anything? go to class? go run three miles? go to work? I mean the list goes on.. What do you think the point of this state is to wake up and yet still be asleep.. with morning breathe.. messed up hair.. and scandly dressed? I think its purpose is to simply being an overlap of time between sleep and awakeness in which we can slowly become who we are without exhausting ourselves again... It is kinda like stretching before you run.. it is a time where you can mentally and physically prepare yourself for the tasks ahead of you.... Could you imagine if everyone jumped out of bad and acted exactly what they would act like it, if it was eight o'clock at night.. all smiley, energetic, and awake?? Good thing we have this period in which we can wake up slowly.. so next time when you wake up.. wake up and enjoy this amount of time in which you can feel the time slow down as you jump out of bed.. and you get to ever so slowly jump into your fast paced life only to long for another zombielike state... So enjoy it while it lasts.. But you know what is even better is that I think that you get two of this comatose states.. One when you wake up and one before you go to bed.. One you wake up slowly and the other you slowly get ready for bed.. I mean you lay down on a couch and say nah I won't fall asleep.. just going to relax for a minute which leads to you falling asleep which only makes it that much harder for you to get up and get ready for bed and go to sleep.. but those times are much enjoyable don't you think??

hmmm...

So I have no clue what to write about.. I have really been slacking lately?? Today has been one of the best school days I have had.. I mean I went to bed late after watching a couple of movies and I woke up today.. and my only class.. I did not have... so no physics equals no class for Jamos... So I slept in until about eleven.. which was nice.. then I got up and got ready for the day.. and now I am about to go to work for a bit... which should be fantastic.. :)

Tomorrow is Friday and then I will began my.. assent home.. and then back again shortly after the weekend.. back to go to physics and just be here.. fun huh?? I have tons of laundry that needs to be done.. Thursday.. I don't really have much planned just kind of going to go through the day I do have to do a little stastics homework.. study a little for human development but besides that just try and enjoy a little relaxation.. you know??

Well I have to get to work.. but isn't getting mail the best when you are at college.. I got a card from my sister today.. And it was a lot of fun.. and I will get to see her and the rest of the fam this weekend.. Well sorry nothing really exciting to write about.. but I am off to work and will write again soon I hope.. :)

LIme Gelatin

So what am I even suppose to write about I don't know?? How about Spring Break.. Yeah!!! For those of you that don't know I don't really get a spring break... so I will have to live vicariously through you.. so if you do something you will have to let me know... Right now no physics cuz JCC is on spring break.. and then I won't have any SAU classes put I will have JCC classes.. kind of messed up huh? Oh well what can you do??? I mean it is all good I really can't complain... Let's see today was monday and a pretty long one at that... I woke up just in time to take a shower and head to chapel... give a tour.. catch some lunch.. then off to class until after four.. a little break then off to work til nine... watched a movie and this is where I be?? So can you believe that it is already spring break and it is like zero degrees out.. what is up with that??

Have you ever just sat some where and just really soaked up all of that moment.. Today while I was in the DC... I got done eating by myself.. and have about ten minutes until my class... I mean I was kind of tired.. but I just relaxed and just sat in that chair and just took life in. I heard life, smelled it, touched it, tasted it, and saw it... When you are perfectly still and quiet life doesn't stop... there is always noise... always light.. what does complete darkness look like? Or uterly quietness sound like or not sound like? Sitting in that chair and using all my senses to feel those ten minutes slipping into the future felt so sureal and only made me think about how valueable and amazing life is in itself. Having people to share your life with is important and a priceless gift and to find a person that makes everything have meaning is unexplainable... and a wonderful experience and I can't wait...

You ever thought about diving into a pool of jello?? If you haven't maybe you should?? What color would your jello be?? Or how about what flavor?? Would it hurt?? And is there truly always room for jello?? I don't know??

What makes things in your life have value to you?? Because everything can be meaningful and valueable to the right person.. I think that a big part of it must be what is associated with it or what memories are tied to it?? Because I mean what good is a picture if it doesn't aid in the rememberence of what was going on in the photo... or what good is ticket stub of concert or movie if you didn't go to it?? Or a hair tie of some girl you don't like?? Is it wonderful how the simpliest things can become some of the most treasured possessions you may own.

Sorry that this is just a bunch of random thoughts but that is the kind of mood that I am in.. hope you don't mind.. Have you ever put on a pair of sunglasses at night and try and walk around in the dark?? Does it really matter if it is dark can it get any darker?? I tried it out and doesn't effect it so much?? But is kind of fun...

What is the best part of waking up besides Folgers in your cup?? I think that it is having something to look forward to whether it be taking a hot shower... having to go to the bathroom... talking to that special someone... or just knowing that whatever God has planned for you that day it must be GREAT because it is His will.. remember it are those little unique things that make life so fun and memorable.. like sitting with someone on the floor of van.... going to Denny's at eleven at night.. or doing those little things for people that make the BIG differences..
Hmm one good thing that I have going for me is the fact that I am PHYSIC PHREE for a week and it feels good... So lets go.. J..... E..... L..... L... O!!

thirsty thursday

What a day? Physics test.. but we are not even going to go there... Orchestra.. work.. blah blah blah huh? Isn't surprizes GREAT!?!! I love doing things for other people especially for people that I like... yeah and she knows who I am talking about!! well today I got to surprise that someone... and it was sooo much fun.. however it is really hard to it keep secret for me.. I mean I just want to say something or at least know her reactions... Oh well.. It was worth it.. :) And so I have heard that she liked it?? right.. Well.. lets see what else?? How about this sickness that continues to run its course on campus?? Well my body is trying to fight something as we speak! So pray for me... Who ever thought of this whole being sick thing.. what is the purpose.. it is the worst feeling.. however sometimes it does have its benefits.. because if you are lucky sometimes you may get someone one to take care of you while you are sick... :) But then again there is that whole feeling of your insides aching.. However I think that being sick would be worth it every once in awhile!

I wish that today were Friday.. cuz I don't want to go to classes tomorrow... I am looking forward to this weekend right now.. I hope that I don't get bored.. but I also hope that I get to spend sometime with someone.. :) .. cuz it is a blast and never gets old.. :) I am already getting tired... too and it is only eleven o'clock. I must be trying to fight something off if I am tired already.... Lets see what else do I want to talk about.. ?

hmmm.... I got scared tonight at work cuz I was sitting in my dimmly lit office going about my own business and then all of a sudden I hear this loud bang... well low and behold someone had thrown a snowball at the window... I was scared.. cuz I didn't know whom had done it.. but it turned out to be a pleasant surprise.. see surprizss are wonderful.. Right now my stomach is kind of full.. cuz I ate a lot.. lets see.. a few chicken nuggets.. couple cookies.. and a some fruit punch I mean come on it is Thirsty Thursday.. :) Only two class and a quiz stand between me and some freedom.. You know what sounds pretty good right now?? A hot long shower.. yeah.. I thing I might hit that up before I get some shut eye... *YAWN* sorry if I am not being to cohesive but I think my not feeling well is catching up with me.. eyes heavy.. and the thought process is not all there.. Sickness.. Sickness... go away come back another day!! That is what I say.. And Goodnight I think.. :)

hurriedness and inc.

Wednesday... You ever have those days when you wake up and you know that the day is just going to be hectic.. and stressful.. and you almost don't want to go through that part of the day? Or how about you have those days where you go through the motions and you are physically there but mentally you are just on turtle speed... and you feel as if everything you are trying to learning is just whipping right by you?? Well the last coupld of days have been like that for me kind of ??? I try to keep it in perspective like try to watch a movie here and have a little conversation there... all and all I am just trying to learn how to do my life you know??

Woke up this morning out of a dead sleep at about 9:05... and my alarm was set for nine.. how does stuff like this happen?? I do not remember turning of my alarm... Oh well I am up and that is what counts...

I heard that it was prayer and Praise day today.. so how about some praises.. I praise God for being able to be everything thing I need whenever I need him.. praise him for giving me another day on His wonderful creation.. thank him for friends.. for it being hump day.. for surprises.. music.. snow.. family.. health... chaos... I have soo much to be thankful for and really no time to tell.. but But God is GREAT... all the Time... and ALL the time GOD is great!!! Amen..