So how do you jump back into the blog world after being out for so long? To be honest with you I have no idea? I do not even know how to start? I do not have internet at home which puts a damper on the blogging time to begin with? But I am going to try and come to the library on a regular basis so that I can post halfway regular! :) I know that at least makes one person out there happy! :)
My life seems to have taken an unexpected detour but I know that it is a blessing in desguise! I have decided to take a year off for various reasons before entering dentistry school. After much confusion, frustration, and sleepless nights of pondering that is what I decided. I am still unfortunately in the process of finding a job out in the real world which I have seemed to stumble into ever so abruptly! Evidently graduation is synonomous with now you are an adult so go find a job NOW! Which is relatively hard fo r me to grasp... I mean don't get me wrong I want to work and not be lazy ... but I am not all that ready to grow up? But yet I am at the same time? Does anyone else out there feel like that? Trying to pick and chose which characteristics of growing up you want to accept and those you don't? Kind of like those people who never get older than 39 or those guys continue to be consumed by video games until the achieve arthritis (don't get me wrong I love video games but in moderation! :)) You know? But I think that I am beginning to have a early and yet simple revelation and it is that "Life goes on, it is NOt fair, and you do NOT get to customize your aging process." And that kind of sucks but yet not at the same time! Sorry I guess I am just in a confusing mood today!
Along with that LIfe does NOT ever stop? And that is HARD! I mean you graduate you have to find a job, start paying off loans, and trying to save at the same time! You want to do something and yet you don't have the money to do it? Sometimes I feel as if you just have to DO IT! Because you are never going to get ahead... or achieve some point in your life when you are like... wow you know what now that goal is acomplished lets start something new! Of course realizing this and then beginning to impliment it into my own life is yet another story? But I am trying!
Hmmm... Wow? I am not even sure what i have been writing about? I am excited for this weekend because my girlfriend will be down here in my hometown and we will get to hangout which will be amazing... and I heard we might even be trying to learn some ball room dancing! Romantic huh? You ladies out there eat your heart out! :) I am not even sure why such a saying even exists... but I just decided to throw it in there!
Well unfortunately I think that I should begin to wrap this up! I know that most of this blog entry was a lot of ramplings on about life and such.. .but that is what is going on in my life and that is what comes to my mind and my thoughts! So with much hope to bring more to you more often..
