Why do sometimes things feel so subjective or circumstantial? I mean sometimes I feel like things in my life are complicated and sometimes I do not have any idea on what to do about it? I find it comforting to know that God is taking care of me and knows what he is doing... But what am I suppose to do? God is awesome and I know that he will take care of me and give me the best because that is what he wants for me! My "pa" has been in and out of the hospital over these last couple weeks and I ask myself... what? or why? But in all honesty it is hard for me to answer these questions... I am here in Spring Arbor while my pa is in the hospital... I pray for him and think about him constantly.. but does God not know what He is doing? Of course He does.. and what is His reasoning?? I have no idea... but I don't question that either. I trust in God to do what is His will... Sickness, relationships, and more... God can and will take care of it.. Then I wonder how much of what he does are we suppose to understand? I mean we are only human and can only understand what our human existence will allow us to. But there is no simple equation or theory on knowing when to do what? And if there was would there be any fun in living what we call life? I don't know? And I can't comprehend many of the ideas that are arroused in my mind from just thinking of this?? So I don't really know what to say.. still new to me? Try again a little later maybe?
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