Twinkle Twinkle I'm a...

I don't even know what to write?? I mean today has been a day... but a good one at that? I mean I went through all of my classes... was still kinda of tired.. and ended up missing orchestra tonight?? But it had to be done... Life never ceases to amaze me.. have you ever just taken just a moment in you hectic life to just look around and see where you are at... whom you are sitting next to... what your doing? where your at in your life?? where you want to be? what next.. and then take a deep breathe and thank God you are a live and you come to the realization of just how awesome God truly is. It seems like when I look back on my life it seems like such a blur and just a few days to get me to where I am now in my life... but it has definately been more than that... and now I am already a Junior in college... waiting to see what God has planned for me next.. Most recently my life has been so vivid to me and I have been loving it!! Life seems to just build on itself day after day.. however it keeps me guessing as well... it seems to be the moments when I do things that make my heart beat faster, or involve taking a "little" risk, or just things that make me smile... that keep things fun.. but then again it is even more than that.. I guess I don't really know how to describe it and if I try I won't do it justice... Right now I am pretty tired... and for some reason I keep eating these tic tacs like candy.. but at least I can breathe great out of my nose!! :) Well I think that I am going to be proactive and try and do a little something about my tiredness and hit the sack here in a few.. I got to test my yawning hypothesis out a little bit tonight and I still got nothing... so ponder on.. and let me know of any interesting thoughts.. Night!!