Clear as mud

How come us as humans want to have everything handed to us all planned out? Why do you think that things are never quite crystal clear when it comes to the future? We always have questions, frustrations, misunderstanding, desires, and expectations. Life is hard confusing and unpredictable. Many times I feel like I stir sooo many things up in my life unknowingly only to step back expecting to see a clearer picture yet only seeing things cloudy and unclear. Hoping that when things do settle they will be as if God has planned it and that I may enjoy it. Plans... future... it is hard especially when you are trying to remain flexible for God.. giving him some wiggle room. Cherishing the important things and trusting in God.... The world brings pressure, confusion, frustration, but you know what... you WILL prevail.. and today will become tomorrow and the cycle continues... getting throw things one thing at a time... It is hard but you know what... communication is still SO important.. talk about things with people and even more importantly to GOD! I know this blog is just a jumble of things.. but I guess I am at that settling stage??