be weird

As humans we are mix of spontaneous and routine.. of course some of us come in different ratios.. but have you ever thought about that? What about the way are mind works or wonders... Or how about in those spontenous times or those routine times?? Do you thrive in the routine parts of your life and make them different and unique to you and only you? And in random moments when you are out of your comfort zone do your shrink up and feel small and not yourself?? After you do something day after day.. it becomes routine.. and almost boring in a sense which makes you want to do it only because it is a routine. So why not make those things fun... Hum while you brush your teeth... put your head at the other end of your bed when you sleep.. sit in the front row of your class.. smile at people.. wave at people.. Be happy and show it... Take the moment of life that you have at a specific moment and make it yours.. customize it.. mold it.. and LIVE it to the fullest!

Why sometimes is it hard to be yourself?? And how do you know what being yourself truly is? Sometimes you don't feel like you are yourself you just "is".. I know that when I am myself I am happy... I smile... just feels right.. confidence I suppose? Or maybe being silent and just being and observing is part of who I am, too? I don't know... but I say surround yourself by those people that allow you to be yourself.. becoming sure of yourself.. not shy.. and developing into yourself... is soo cool. Finding that balance between spontaneity and routineness.. will never be a sure thing.. and in a sense I don't think it should because it maintains the sense of not knowing which only makes life that much more exciting and interesting... Routines are great.. but randomness and surprises never hurt.. So enjoy life and switch it up!!