Why do you not knowningly do things you don't really want to do? Ever thought about "things" or asked a question repeatedly when knowing the answer before even asking.. Or you say what right after someone says something even when you did hear what that person said? Why do we do such things? Is it human nature or our each individual personalities that consumes us with worry or guilt or sadness.. or any other emotions or feelings that cause a reaction in which we really don't understand? These questions, sayings, ect. can become something as to a bad habit.. Another familar yet complicated emotion for me is doubt? I don't understand why I must doubt myself.. or others.. whether it be feelings or actions.. Doubt myself on whether or not I did lock the door... turn of the stove.. but my homework in my bookbag..? Why? Hmm.. Well I wish that I knew? But I don't...
Lunchy lunch lunch... Not much of a lunch today just a little food.. PB&J, cookie, and some chips... but yet there has been plenty of food for thought!? Hmm.. interesting stuff you know.. So what will be next? I kind of have a headache today and just have this strange feeling.. like just wierd.. I don't know?? I am sure I will be fine.. just need to get a little eats in me...
Either way I thought that blogging was appropriate... well this weekend was still great! This was the first weekend that I stayed around the arbor! So it was kind of nice just to be lazy and not have to be crazy busy.. Ran a race on Saturday a 5K in 21:33 minutes or something like that 62th place out of 252 or so! Nothing like the "Concord Classic" I hadn't raced since high school.. so it was kinda crazy getting back into it.. Then Sunday I went to church and got to listen to Chuck White preach which was enjoyable.. Sunday after church consisted of helping.. and when I say helping I pretty much made the toast... but Em and I made lunch for Jamey.. We had a breakfast skeme if you will! And then a little lounging to finish out the weekend... And that brings me back to Monday in the registrars office making it through on this hot humid yet hazy day in Spring Arbor!
Well that in a nut shell is another smidget of my life..
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