So School is nearing and I am bittersweet about the transition... I want to be excited and am kind of excited, but for what? I have a hard time with that?? Have you ever had one or some of those inner hurts? Bottled up misunderstandings? supressed feelings?? They suck don't they? Not only that but they affect and alter the rest of your life and relationships! I am drained in so many ways and facets that I don't even know what exactly to do anymore? My love remains constant.. my person remains true... my understanding is limited.. but never the less is what I have to be and deal with..
As a human we have so many needs... and wants.. and sometimes it is hard to distinguish between the two? Sometimes it really doesn't seem to be fair?? But I can't start to question that? I am who I am Sam I am! And I do not like green eggs and ham! A little flashback to one of my favorite children's book! Showing self worth.. self uniqueness.. and that being okay.. while at the sametime emphazing the importance of trying new things.. and to not discount them until you do try them!
This morning I got up and got ready just like so many other mornings... Took my shower.. Got ready and got to work ready to work early, or ontime if you will.. only to sit ther for about ten or so minutes before getting in to work! But whatever.. stuff happens.. life goes on.. you learn from it.. and you still don't know anything.. Depend on God and see where you go? Well I know these are some random thoughts?? But hopefully more to follow? :)
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