Have you ever had to do something that you really didn't want to do?? What makes us have this lack of motivation? As humans I think that we are incentive driven.. which isn't always a bad thing in my opinion.. as long as you are motivated by the right incentives and still do your best you know?? For me what is my motivation in getting my homework done? Hmmm.. well lately I am always with Edna so late that my motivation for getting my homework done is simply sleep... But I also can't wait until I get some free time which isn't usually until the weekends.. so in some wierd way maybe that is my motivation throughout the week... or what about when getting up to take a shower in the morning has lost it's appeal.. it usefulness.. its incentive... and then it morphs into getting up an extra few minutes just so you can talk to the special someone in your life.. to start your day off with a smile...
Have you ever noticed how included senses in your life can just make your life sound so much more interesting... funny I know.. but watch this... Today I went to work and then I walked to the library only to start and do homework.. Boring huh? but what about now.. As I left work with my shoulders tense and fighting the weight of my bookbag.. I swung the door open only to be surprised by the refreshing gush of wind against my shiny and gleeming face.. As I continued to walk I think of everything but the homework that I needed to do? I could taste my toothpaste and feel my cool pillow... but yet I was destined to be in the library and break my mental sweat.. but now I am back in my small cement cubical of a room.. with my bed tempting ever inch of my body to just sleep.. and I think I might give in here momentarily.. See that is sooo much more interesting to read huh?
So my day was nothing to special.. a little chap chap action then.. work... and then my afternoon was filled with hours of class... and then back to work.. until nine.. and there we go.. a little library action and that puts me back here... where I get to finally relax a little...
Monday.. day after a weekend is always rough.. especially when you have such an amazing weekend and person that you would rather see then do homework or go to class.. Went to the Jackson Symphony.. to hear a lot of great music... Also got to go to a really informative Bible Study on Songs of Solomon... on Friday and then on Sunday a little chill time.. and then it was over.. it was kind of one of the slow fast weekends .... know what I mean.. It is a weekend that kinda goes by slow when it is happening.. and you enjoy it.. but then you get to Sunday and it almost Monday and you are like wow.. where did the weekend go?
Well I think that I am out.. So I can get some good sleep?? But what is the definition of a good sleep?? Or what makes a sleep good?? You know?? Hmmmm.. good question huh?? Do you have to get eight or more hours for it to be good?? OR do you have to dream a wonderful dream.. or dream about some particular person or place?? Does the temperature have to be just right... in the perfect position... Intersting... but if you are like me a good sleep just consists of me in my bed and the rest will take care of itself.. I can't say that I ever have a bad sleep? :) I am quick to sleep and that makes it good for me.. Well I am out and hope to have an above average night of sleep.. grade A sleep..
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