Tuesday, April 05, 2005

sight eye vision

Looking onto to the great and wonderful stuff... I mean life is sooo random and changes so frequently and changes from moment to moment... One moment you maybe thinking about how life is great and the sweet people or person in your life.. or the next moment you could be worrying and stressing about you test in a couple days.. or your paper due within the next few days.. or you are dreaming about what you really want to be doing.. whether it be walking in the unusual summerlike weather or just doing my favorite pass time.. of just "being"

You ever had one of those days where you have to look forward to something else.. like you are on the go.. all day and then you have to work and do homework and go to classes and then barely get anytime to yourself so you have to stay up late and lose sleep to get that time.. Well those are the days that you have to look forward to talking to someone when you get back to unwind.. or thinking about someone in your life that can make you do nothing but smile... or get some external motivation like a slushy to break up the moment... Looking on to those great memories of life that always seem to be at the forefront of your brain and always on the tip of your tongue to say...

Why is it that people are such flustered people?? I mean do you ever have moments when you are going to say something, and you know you are capable, and you know the words.. , but you can't say them.. Nervousness.. and flusteredness... weirdness.. mismeasureable amounts of contractions... confusing symbols.. and regargled words only keep us from speaking what we truly desire to say.. Looking onto those good things.. those unexplainable.. reliveable moments... These are the things that keep us going... the power source.. But when all else falls where are we to look of course it is easy for us to Christians to say Jesus?? But is that really as easy as that?? I mean how hard is it to look to God when everything is going wrong... Like Job.. how easy would it actually be to stay true to God?? And what about those people that don't know God what do they look to when all the memories, people, and materialistic stuff fails them?? Then what?? I suppose that is where we as Christians are suppose to be there and tell them about God.. but again that is not so easy especially when we are here in the arbor bubble.. do you think to some aspect we almost be come desensitized to notice such things?? If you don't use things then you lose them.. so we need to be in constant practice and prayer so that we will stay sharp in all aspects and characteristics that we need be to be prepared for the "real" world and the career and life that awaits us that only God knows.. But it is sweetness that God has everything planned out.. and we just have to live it out.. Just remember to look onto something Greater.. and just remember him in the little things too.. He has put those people or person in your life... the memories into your brain... the sun caressing you skin... the people you can talk to .. those friendships and relationships.. Thank Him and look to him...

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