Monday, March 28, 2005

skinny pa

Have you ever exercised or worked out... and then gone to eat? Isn't it amazing how food taste so much better after you do that?? Well it does to me.. I went for a nice little four mile jog today and went to eat when I got back.. and it tasted magnificent.. Today is a wonderful day it is sixty degrees out.. and I had a marvelous weekend with a beautiful woman that continues to amaze me and make me smile constantly.... and I love every moment of it.. but I really think that it is tied to my "lucky pig."

Update on the G-pa! My grandfather while I was home was not doing so well at all.. I mean he was doing better and is in a hospital in which not much is being done to him.. I mean he has a feeding tube.. and they are giving him some meds.. but for the most part the state that he is in.. is how is? If that makes any sense to you.. It is soo hard for me to see my grandfather in this condition because that is not who he is.. My g-pa is and always has been an amazing and wonderful grandfather who cared a lot for me.. and is smile is never fading from my mind... But ever since he has been in the hospital.. he hasn't really spoke to my knowledge.. and just hasn't really seemed to alert as to what is going on... I really do believe that he can hear what we are saying but fromt he outward looking in he just doesn't seem like him.. almost like a shell of the man that he truly is.. I know that the transition from this world to the next will be such an amazing and wonderful thing and I know where he is going.. but I don't want him to go.. and I know that sounds unbelievably selfish.. but he is my g-pa.. and I will him miss him more than anyone will know... He has had his eyes open here and there.. but that is just it I mean they have been open but not really focusing on anything.. just open.. but I got to see his huge blue eyes.. and looking deep into them I can see my g-pa and the many memories that will never be soon forgotten... they are such great memories.. and he is 78... and has lived through so many things.. You are the greatest G-pa ever... If you have a sec.. pray for my g-pa.. Eugene Miller.. his lungs began to fill with fluid.. and they gave him meds and they seem to help some.. but I don't want my G-pa to suffer.. Just shoot a prayer up for him and for God's will to be done in the situation and that he will be with me and all of my other family.. My g-pa will always be near to my heart..

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