nibblets

Back... so what is better than a very, very strawberry shake at eleven o'clock.. I feel like the only way that it could have been better was if we could have a warm milk shake, right?? No there is a concept huh? Why is that you are in a better mood when you are around other people that are in a good mood?? So I went bowling this weekend some.. which raises another question do you think that blind people bowl? I don't really know where that came from or why.. and no offense to those of you blind people out there just curious...

So come back to me at Steak and Shake where we got a shake but no steak.. instead we substitued in some fries.. and have you ever had fries there they are sooo small and thin.. well I was eating them and it was like taking me forever.. and then I got down to the "bottom" of them and had all of these even smaller fries, nibblets if you will... and I didn't want to take the time to eat of them.. I think that it is a ploy in which to make me not eat them even though I paid for them.. you know.. make them so small and then that I pay for so many fries but I don't eat them.. either way I am sure that they are tricking me?? Besides they are all ready getting state tax from me on my food..

So my g-pa is in the hospital and well when I was there seeing him he wasn't doing so well... but what I have heard lately is that he is doing a lot better and is actually talking and responding, asking for water.. talking.. and is not so sedated.. which is AWESOME... why if you are to see some in a certain state then it makes you think differently of someeone... Cuz when I go to see my g-pa he is there with all of these wires and iv's and stuff... and just makes me so sad.. and that is not my g-pa... I mean I know my g-pa as this loving grandparent who loved to babysit me.. pull me around in my wagon.. take me to McDonalds... Make me shakes.. Take naps with his legs hanging of the bed.. Loves to count his money.. pop your bubbles and your nose when you blow a bubble... picking the few blades of grass that you missed when mowing his lawn.. slapping your knee... eating without his teeth... this is my g-pa and there is sooo much more.. My g-pa is an awesome, stubborn, old christian man... and I know that he is not going to give up... and I know that everything he is and has been will be continued and he will live on through me.. and I will never forget the countless happy meals he bought me... and all of the other memories as well.. My g-pa means the world to me and has impacted my life in ways he will never know.. Thanks g-pa!! Oh ya and thanks for helping me get rid of my rat tail.. g-pa!! :)

So tomorrow is back to the full routine... man isn't that going to be weird?? I haven't had my normal schedule in a little over two weeks and I am not sure I can handle it... but doesn't look like I have much of a choice.. oh well life goes on and I like it and all the nibblets that it brings... Even though my spring breaks this year haven't been very spring breakish... it is okay and everything will work out!! Well I am getting that think where one of your eye starts to go blurry and you don't know what to do so you blink but that doesn't work so you do it again... and you think that something is wrong with your eye when actuality you are just tired.. So I just took the wordy way of saying that I am tired and am going to sleep... Peace out yo!!!